It was my choice to get sober. After laying in a jail cell for months. That's when it dawned on me to step up and be the father I needed to be for my kids. That's when the real work started with myself.
With my son, I really fucked that all up. I made some bad choices that I can not ever change. He has started talking to me again which I'm truly blessed.
With my daughter, I did not want to make the same mistake. So I got sober and have been fighting for her ever since. Our bond now is the strongest it has ever been. She has forgiven me for all my mistakes. Now she wants to move in and just be happy.
No matter what your going through it does get better. We just have to give the time that it requires. The promises of AA really do come true. I thank my higher power everyday.
Later,
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